New Beginnings at the End of an Endless Road

This book is based on my life growing up, along with some experiences that I was forced to go through at an early age. I was the oldest of my siblings. Like any typical family, there are the good times and the bad times. I had a bit of both including the worst time. At a young age, the word 'love' was used to justify the sexual abuse that I constantly experience. As a result of this, I had learn to turn my emotions off so good, that I could not feel anymore. I figure that it will be easier to hide what had happen and never think about it again, but I could not escape the embarrasement and the shame that I carry until now. I know that inorder for my healing to truly begin, I must acknowledge my past.