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Who Would I Be Without: Based On a True Story of a Little Willingness

 
 
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Who Would I Be Without: Based On a True Story of a Little Willingness

A single thought haunts Nathan Vrite: I’m not good enough. That unconscious message drives him to dangerous extremes for years, jockeying for social acceptance one moment and sinking into a fog of alcohol and drugs the next. Now in his forties, Nathan has yet to uncover the joy and inner peace he glimpsed through a decade of increasing self-honesty that sobriety offers, and he unknowingly remains mired in the quiet desperation of a disingenuous life. When he unexpectedly falls in love, a momentary lapse of his coveted invulnerability leaves Nathan intrigued. The enormity of emotion that love’s betrayal releases awakens the willingness Nathan needs to honor his emerging inner knowing. It leads him on a courageous quest for this most elusive peace that takes him across the country and into the darkest depths of his own soul. This empowering novel is “based on a true story of a little willingness,” a portrait of an ordinary man on a life-changing journey of self-discovery.

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Product Details:
Author: Jim McDonald
Paperback: 404 pages
Publisher: BookSurge Publishing
Publication Date: August 10, 2009
Language: English
ISBN: 1439243042
Product Length: 5.24 inches
Product Width: 8.0 inches
Product Height: 0.83 inches
Product Weight: 0.92 pounds
Package Length: 8.0 inches
Package Width: 5.25 inches
Package Height: 0.91 inches
Package Weight: 1.19 pounds
Average Customer Rating: based on 5 reviews
 
 

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2 of 2 found the following review helpful:

5The most honest 'self-help' book I've read  Nov 10, 2009
By Cindy Oster
There is something about this book that won't let go of me. I rarely read fiction - but I made an exception for this one, as the author was leading a discussion group in which I participated.

I read it in three sittings, as I became enthralled with the main character Nathan, from the get-go. His honest, bare-naked, and non-stop internal dialogue, which tells most of the story, was frightfully similar to my own. I imagine it would resonate in a similar manner with anyone who seeks spiritual growth - yet is saddled with a lifetime of learned habits, judgements (self and others), and unmet expectations.

Though billed as a 'novel', the book is clearly a candid and poignant look into the inner-workings of the author's soul through the eyes of the main character.

For me, and because it WAS a novel, I became engaged with the storyline, rather than SELF-engaged, as would naturally happen when reading a book written for the purpose of teaching. I found myself more open - even more vulnerable - to what I was receiving.

After I finished reading - I promptly made plans to burn all of my personal journals. So I guess it's appropriate to warn readers to "Read at your own risk". Some pretty heavy stuff will come up.

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2 of 2 found the following review helpful:

5Promising First Novel  Sep 05, 2009
By J. William Grieve
This first novel by James McDonald reminds me of M. Scott Peck's Road Less Traveled, and his fictional novels, in its depiction of an individual who boldly treads the road of self discovery. The protagonist has undergone 9 years of psychotherapy which has driven him into an almost obsessive compulsive running self analysis, as he undergoes various life-changing experiences such as loosing corporate employment, breakup with his girlfriend, selling off his possessions, and an attempt at a geographical cure. He travels through some very interesting experiences in his quest for enlightenment (normalcy?), including exposure to a sense-deprivation chamber, a visit to mediums in a New York spiritualist center, massage therapy, AA fellowship, application of ACIM lessons, etc., etc. The book is well written, with only minor errata which may be attributed to mainly printing errors. I have spoken to other readers of this promising new novel and have discovered, as in my case, that each has had a profound emotional reaction to the book at some point or other, having to put it down and walk away from it to return eagerly at a later point to devour it. Those who are interested in topics such as inner-child recognition, AA, Course in Miracles, relationship addiction, anger management and the quest for spirituality and honesty would benefit from and enjoy "Who Would I be Without: Based on a True Story of a Little Willingness".

1 of 1 found the following review helpful:

5Facing Fear  Oct 23, 2009
By Mary P. Barrett
This book is so well written and flows so genuinely as the main character, Nathan, takes a journey into his darkest moments and his search for peace. The story stirred up alot of emotions for me as I reflected back to some of my own times of self doubt and fear. The story unfolds so beautifully that I didn't want to put it down but had to so that I could process his emotions and his pain. On the other hand, I couldn't wait to pick it up again. It is a book that anyone can relate to who has ever experience the human emotion of "not good enough".

1 of 1 found the following review helpful:

5A Reminder to look within  Aug 30, 2009
By Billy B. Tyson
I just finished reading "Who Would I Be Without"
I found it to be a very moving book....I felt like I was on the journey
of self discovery right beside Nathan. The author has a knack of making
you feel like you are going through each process he is experiencing.
Reading this has reminded me of how important it is too look within.
And to be quiet and listen for guidance.....How do I foget that?
thank you for reminding me.

5A great self-discovery Book  Sep 01, 2010
By LMILAB
Just spoke to author and looking forward to reading this book. Great reviews so it should be great!

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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